oh, to the last post. they went to american apparel without me..that night that i was texting people.
yea, i hate my life
i hate that i'm using this blog to write how depressed i feel..but i can't help it. usually i'm happy..but that's when i'm with my friends and lately i haven't been with them.
it feels like no one cares.
last night i hung out with all of them. and it felt like i was just observing because they all hung out the night before..and were reminiscing and saying jokes from last night. but that IS my fault. i was invited but felt i would be weird there and didn't feel good. but it felt like they were trying to leave me out. it felt like no one cared that i was there..that if i hadn't showed up, no one would have noticed. and they probably wouldn't have. they don't remember if i was there or not at other things anyway.
i am sad
this has happened to me on quite a few occasions. It's absolutely no fun. I'm so sorry you're having to go through it. :( and also <3
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