hmm, i can't change my font color. i might be able to fix that.

i can't help but curse right now.
this is fucking shit. i do not understand why i have to live with my grandma
she is such a nose-y busy body.
i understand that my mail was already opened but that doesn't mean she has to open it again and read my shit
she's not going to college, she doesn't need to read my mail and learn what i need to do before i get a chance to. i had to work. jesus fucking christ
i get home and she goes "i was reading that and you have a lot of stuff to do before june 1st"
she can STFU i do not need her telling me this. i don't fucking care if she's "concerned" and crap, it just seems that she just wants to be in my business. that's how it's always been in my family. everyone needs to know everything about everyone.
like when i got my first bra, by the end of the second day, everyone knew my size. wtf? that isn't something people should tell other people.
fuck this.

but on the positive side:
i'm watching the spongebob movie and i got to see my two parts. right now, he's singing his "I'm a goofy goober ROCK" and then i got to watch the song "now that we're men" it's awesome.

i haven't blogged in a while, but now that i've started i don't want to stop.
my shelves?
i read this one harry potter fan fiction cause i'm a nerd. it was called destined tragedy. it was soo good. she read the fifth book and saw when mooney was like "here's a picture of the old order. there's dorcas meadows, voldemort killed her himself" and she thought "i wonder what she did to be killed by voldemort himself" and made a story about it. the dorcas meadows that she made was loyal, random, fun, funny, she could sword fight and use a bow and arrow, which i've always wanted to learn. she's basically my shelf
now that i've read john green's paper towns, i've kinda also wanted to be like the main girl who's name alludes me.

and i love taylor swift
i got her cd on iTunes and it's AMAZING. i'm not really a country girl but *sigh* i'm listening to her right now and i love it.

ps: i got a new job and it's so much fun. i'll eventually talk about how awesome it is in comparison to my old one.