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i don't even know what i want to say in this.
college starts soon. which means a new life.
i'm split on that. i like my comfort zone. i like my current group of friends, i like where i am right now.
but on the other hand, i can be a different person, i don't mean completely change who i am, but i can finally be myself from the start COMPLETELY. i grew up in high school, i changed, i can now introduce myself as dyan, the girl you now see before you. because that's who i am.
i can't really explain what i want to say..but i think you get it
the first person i actually care about left yesterday. we had a small gathering to say goodbye before he left and to say happy birthday to a friend. it was basically a happy birthday party because we had a goodbye party earlier that week.
i took pictures and a friend who didn't go to last night's commented something like "i'm a bit sad that i wasn't invited to say goodbye to bj, but whatever, i'll get over it" or something along those lines. i kindof want to just say "well, technically, it was a birthday gathering thing for davin."
but idk how to say it nicely because she wasn't invited to the legit surprise party from a while ago...which isn't my fault, so i don't want to have to deal with it.
back to college.
i plan on bringing all of my DVDs...ALL OF THEM . and harry potter. =D
i'm not sure about my nail polish though.
and i need to go shopping at target and such for supplies and such.
i think i'm going to stock up on shampoo and shower stuff so i don't have to go shopping for that stuff, at least for the first semester or year because i don't know exactly where to go..