intermission

drama, drama, drama, drama
i am going to type it in this, and then ever think about it..ever again.
fucking high school shit that makes me angry.
kelly: bitch, graduated with me, fake to everyone but one person: still lies to that one person, ugly, annoying as fuck.
i haven't actually liked her since like march. she's a bitch.
she's the cause for SO MUCH. i could have been friends with my really close friends a really long time ago. seriously, i thought, becaues of her attitude, that none of them liked me. and it's so frustrating to see her "best friend" react to that.

shannon: just met her at work, thinks she knows me, a year younger: that's really obvious with how childish she acts.
she overreacts to everything that happens. she calls people names w/o actually meeting them, and gossips like it's her job.
i don't think i ever really liked her.

yea, you combine those two and a person (not me) who openly doesn't want to talk to kelly anymore and you get hardcore drama.
but (as i keep saying..at least in my brain) whatever. i'm over it.


(i'm watching what not to wear, and this lady, who's 46, was just asked "when was the last time you felt beautiful?" and she couldn't answer it.. it brought tears to my eyes.)

my best friend found me on youtube..like a week after i put up my first video. so embarrassing.

i think i want a barcode on the back of my neck as a tattoo.
and either "renegade", "living crazy", "love is divine", or "woo hoo" on the side of my foot
and something inside my lip
and possibly a duck with a red vest, for my family.

i'm not really a person to write down "feelings" or whatever, but i really want to try.